I would like to confess that although I believe my heart is made of things pop and cheerful, that there are things not so pop about me.
For example, I do not believe men should be loved so much that you put them in a pedestal. Men are men. They are not God. They are capable of committing mistakes, making you cry and hurting you despite the ever-so-over-used "I WILL NEVER HURT YOU". Boys you hurt us even when you don't know it. =)
But to be fair. I say girls are not saints as well, we are as capable as you are in hurting and being the greatest bitches of your life. =p QUits? =)
I am not speaking for everyone. I mean you could disagree, its okay.
Tell me what planet you live in, I'd like to move in =p hahaha. Or if you are truly unfamiliar with what i just said above, then God bless you, you are among the lucky few. =) And I will pray you never find out about the truth. The truth will set you free but it will hurt you first. =)
I hope you're not surprised to hear this from me - I am not all light cheers after all. but pop comes in when I say, I dont hate this about myself. I love it. (no sarcasm there) I mean life is so real, it almost tore down every fantasy I held on to as a child about growing up, love and everything else. But here is where my little faith steps in like David facing Goliath....
I know that deep down in my heart... somehow I want to believe otherwise-everything I believe in now. =)
(are you confused? well what's new. =P - whether it's because of how i constructed the sentences or something else, just trust me, there's something really beautiful inside it)
PS: I dont hate men and their imperfections =) I am not really in love with it but based on experience, Men will not be the death of me but still the love of me. hahaha. =p
Minsan naisip ko na rin kung bakit may mga pananaw akong parang pang lalake haha I'm a dude.
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